Absorbing Pain

      Before I even write this, I just want to say that I might delete it lol. This one is really hard for me because it is raw, painful, and vulnerable. Yet, as usual, the Lord is asking me to step out of the boat of self-comfort for a moment to write to you.    I had an […]

Surrender the Ashes

    For many months now the Lord has been telling me that this was a new time and that the past pain would not be revisited. It was so hard for me to believe because I was seeing everything through the experience of suffering. God would be saying one thing and I would be seeing another in the natural. […]

The Worry Tree

    It started back when I was in an abusive relationship and I was desperate for a way to feel safe. I remember being so scared of all the bad things that could happen to me or my kids. I had no escape and no place to hide. So like stepping into Narnia, I imagined the Father as this […]

On the Top

A love letter from the Father.        You are now at the top, the past days are over. Coming into a higher place will require you to face fears from the past disappointments. This time is going to be good. Don’t be afraid of falling, I will uphold you with My loyal love. It’s okay to be afraid, […]

A Time of Transition

      Something unexpected happened yesterday and a door opened up sooner than I expected for us to transition into a new location. We are going to be following Jesus back to a familiar place where we stayed before. At first I was very excited because my heart has been longing to go back to that town. This is […]

My Challenge Results

  I thought I would take a moment and share my experience of repeating the Baby 101 “Promise Fasting”. For the first 16 hours, I was very diligent to concentrate all of my thoughts and words on the promises from God. Every time that I had a fear, I would instantly cast it down with the thoughts, ‘nothing bad is […]

Wounded Spirit

    Yesterday I was trying to use my faith to access our needs and overcome this situation. Right in the middle of my faith decrees and prayer, the Lord interrupted me with a vision. The vision was words written in scripture and it read, “wounded spirit”. I could sense that this was something that needed to be dealt with […]

The Wolf List

“I’ve loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night” ~ Galileo     Many weeks ago, I received an audible promise from God. He said, “you can expect Me to provide the opposite of what you fear”. This word was so nourishing to my heart. The biggest area that God has been working with me to heal […]

Pressing in

    Before this last week rolled in, God gave me the message to trust in Him and not to try to understand how things would happen. He gave me a dream about the lights going out and in my dream, I was so scared because I couldn’t find Him. This time that I have currently been in has been […]

This Missing Notebook

    A change came like a whirlwind last night. For the past few days, God had been preparing my heart to leave the place where we were and to go back to the last town that we stayed in. A situation happened suddenly that opened a way for me and the girls to transition to the new place. Even […]

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