I know that the Lord wants me to write this and I have been wrestling with it for days because it is very difficult. Writing this post exposes pain, failure, and weakness. Yet I am going to lock eyes with Jesus and trust that He knows what He is doing. So here goes… The path that I […]
I found this breaking point recently when I was praying and it had to do with an opposite reaction. I was praying in the same way that the Lord had taught me to do, in order to manifest His promises for our miracle provision. In my prayer time, I was imagining by faith the answer to the prayer. […]
By faith, I followed Jesus to move in ways that backed me into a corner. He brought me to a place where the only thing that I could depend on was His promise to show up as a miracle rescue. My very heart was hanging on the line and all I could do was cry. It was very […]
I have a confession. In the past several blog posts about my faith walk, I deleted the posts from the Facebook page shortly after posting them. I got to a place in my own inner healing, that being vulnerable was painful and subjecting my most hurtful places to the open opinion of others was a struggle for […]
There is this memory that has been resurfacing and the Lord has been showing me that I need to revisit this way of believing. It was long before I knew much about God and prayer. The kids were very little in preschool and kindergarten and I was still with my former husband. We were living in Florida at […]
I remember before the Lord took us on this journey of reaching our promises, it was Christmas time. My mom was gracious enough to allow us to stay through the holiday and our deadline to move on was January 1st. At that time, I had no idea what I was about to travel through and Christmas was a […]
It was the night before my birthday and my ex-husband and I were fighting again. I remember not knowing where to turn, so at 3 a.m. I called my father. I was desperate for someone else to see the emotional abuse and somehow help me. My father said to me, “get yourself independent so that you don’t […]
I recently read about how a sheep will sometimes look at the greener pastures on another side and wander away. The problem is the sheep can become stranded and then he will depend on the Shepherd to rescue him in order to survive. Like the sheep that decided to go his own way, I wandered into a […]
Right before waking up several days ago, I heard the words “an over-protective love rescue”. Then over the course of those days, I noticed a consistent pattern unfold. Whenever I needed money to pay for my room, the Lord would send what we needed before we needed it and it was always enough to cover our food and […]
I have been walking through Psalm 42, in a place of thirsting desperately. To thirst is to be disturbed in the soul with an urgent need to be filled. This can be all sorts of needs, but for me, it has been according to the financial promise that the Lord has given to us. I really believe […]