Making Jello

  I had this vision a few days ago that appeared out of nowhere. The Lord showed me that He was going to help me “make Jello”. After I received the vision, I fought against it and I prayed that it would be anything other than Jello.    The reason that it brought me so much distress is because I […]

Come as you are

    To say that you must have full healing or perfection before God will call you into full ministry is a lie. I have seen people who are leaders (always pretending to be perfect) try to tell people not to follow certain kinds of “imperfect” people. But that goes against everything that God says and does. Just look at […]

Not Alone

    Sometimes it takes feeling alone to discover that you are not. I went through this time not too long ago. It was so scary because I was desperate and in need. I had no one that I could go to and to be honest, I was in a place where I just wanted to lean on Dad. I […]

Meeting with Dad

    I got to a place a few weeks back in my life, where I was beyond desperate for comfort and help from God. My needs seemed endless and no matter what I did, they kept getting bigger.    It got to a point where I could no longer stand the pain. That pain was trying to kill me. […]

My Home

    I had almost forgotten where I was. I had been dreaming that I was in a home and then I woke up in the middle of the night and had to adjust my eyes to see my present location. Once my focus adjusted, I remembered that I was in a hotel. For a moment, I felt panic and […]

Wounded Dreams

    Hello out there! I had it on my heart to share with you something that I had been battling and how the Lord showed me how to overcome it last night. Like so many of Abba’s kids, He has given me huge dreams of soaring to extreme heights. It’s funny because the person that He has shown me […]

Spiritual Surgery

    This is not easy and I don’t feel like writing this, but I know it is something that Lord needs me to write. A few days ago, I had a mysterious encounter with Jesus and He came to me as a Surgeon.    He showed me a vision of a mass of flesh, it looked like parts of […]

Making Room for the New

  To prepare me for what today would bring, I had a cozy encounter with Jesus last night when I was sleeping. He was encouraging me to let something go that I cherished in order to make room for what He had planned. Then all day long today, the Holy Spirit kept speaking to me through the leaves that were […]

Absorbing Pain

      Before I even write this, I just want to say that I might delete it lol. This one is really hard for me because it is raw, painful, and vulnerable. Yet, as usual, the Lord is asking me to step out of the boat of self-comfort for a moment to write to you.    I had an […]

Receiving in the Spirit

      A long time ago I wrote about my “Nutcracker” faith-testing. Little did I know then that the Nutcracker faith test was a double test of believing for what we needed while under extreme pressure from how things look in the natural realm.    To give you a little quick recap, I had been waiting for a deposit […]

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