When the Father called me into the Prophetic Ministry, I was a wreck. It was amazing that He could even see me behind so many fears. By tip toe, I ventured out into the prophetic with what he gave me. But my heart was a mess. I loved God so much and my biggest fear was messing up. I was terrified of not giving a pure word.
So many times, I would lock myself up and refuse to speak His words or share His visions. But His word became like fire locked up in my bones and I couldn’t stand to not share his heart. Fear of failure was so cruel to me. My mind was under attack all the time with accusations against his word in me. I was under torment. In fact, I knew that I still needed more healing and deliverance, so I wrestled with God, throughout the night of that dark season.
Yet in His love and grace, he would gently pull me back out into the light and give me more the share. It seemed that the more I tried to resist, the more he would give me. He became an irresistible lover and I could not close the door. The more I stepped out against fear and took my stand of faith, the more the anointing grew within me. The light of Jesus grew brighter and brighter. His love song held me through my fears and saved my breaking heart.
I kept a short line with the Lord, in repentance, and in trust. The closer I held him to my heart, the easier it was to see in his Kingdom. It was all about intimacy. As a person, I was one of the worst. I was afraid and hiding.
In this story, I was like Nathanael, when Jesus found him. Nathanael was full of the negative deceit of doubt and unbelief. He said, “Can anything good come out of Nazareth?”. Yet Jesus loved him so much! In his deep love, Jesus replied the opposite of what he spoke, when he said, “Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit” (John 1:47). After Jesus spoke LIFE into Nathanael, he was worshipful and declared Jesus to be the Son of God.
As Nathanael opened his heart and let the Savior in, Jesus gave him a promise, that he would see heaven opened up and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of Man. What a beautiful Love we have in Jesus! The name Nathanael means “Gift of God”. It is by Grace, the Gift of God that we can go with Jesus beyond the veil. He has gone before us and made a way to see what the world cannot see in the Eternal Kingdom.
I had to repent for my fear of Failure, with a long line of many other fears. Without Faith, it is impossible to please God. If we will enter like a little child, then we are FREE to see what the Father says! There is no fear, as long as you believe. The words of the Lord are pure words, like Silver tried in a furnace of the earth, purified seven times.
Our Father is a GOOD Father, he gives Good gifts and no good thing will he uphold from the one who has set his heart to put him first. In the secret place of Thunder, he will answer you and show you the great and wonderful things that you do not know.
Grace and Righteousness have Kissed. The Son of God has kissed his bride and she is waking up free from fear. Fear only exists in unbelief. God has spoken that he is for you and that he loves you. He will work all things according to his will. He did not come to give bad will to men, but Goodwill. God is for you, who can be against you?
All it takes is trust. There are prophetic voices out there with their lips sealed by the locket of fear. Trust in the goodness of God for you and believe what he has said. Your Savior is in love with you, his plans are only Good. The Father spoke and foretold your victory, therefore you will not fail. You can fly as high as you like, as long as you don’t look down.
He gives waters in the wilderness and heals the brokenhearted. He will send you to repair the extreme sadness done in your generational line and the areas of your heart that are vacant and wasted away from pain, he will fill with his Perfect Love. As you trust in him, his Perfect Love will cast out all fear.
Jesus carries the weight of your sin and your shame, there is no reason to be afraid. If you have called to Jesus and asked Him to come and open the door of your heart, then his Grace is His gift to you.
He is your husband, who has died for your sake. He has set you free from the contract of the law. His true love’s kiss has broken every curse. He only waits for His sleeping beauty to awake and sees that His relentless love has set her free from the cage of fear.
Every bond was broken, the suffocation of worry no more. The King removes the barrier of Fear that was placed on you. He crowns your head with his beauty and drapes his robes of Righteousness upon your back.
You are free to enter the Kingdom. You are free to never look back.
Grace has found you, his love so real. He is all you need
Jesus is your Key. The law has dominion over the man as long as he lives. It is no longer we who live, but Christ who lives in us. Come out into the deep blue water of his Spirit, the Father is saying,
Written by Dannette Garza